如果预见。

如果预见，
便是晴天。

如果预见，
便是随缘。

如果预见，
便是巧合。


从原本的计划成为泡沫
再从泡沫变成了美丽的现实

真的无法预料从原本说好的机会到一无所去

脑袋里装的是小小的遗憾
但是有些事注定无法一个人完成而成为遗憾。

傍晚还这样想着
晚上就被约
实习了脑袋中的遗憾与不可能

立马答应

人或许不应该期待什么
所以莫名的满足
一杯热巧克力
一个夜景
一个温度

真的觉得好幸福

谢谢你们
如果最终给不了何必一开始给你鱼饵
珍惜千里奇缘所认识的大家


昨天完成了第一次聚会
希望第二的很快到来 <3 nbsp="" p="">

Imagination

想象的空间太大

连有些幸福都是不经意的遐想出来

终于明白了为何他的冷漠

不在于我和他之间而是玩物

既然我无法成为他的玩物

他何必给我什么

道理原因很简单

不简单在于这个社会

还来不及容纳在这复杂心态的范围

又不是十五岁

而是快迈向二十五岁

成人的世界何止是那么简单的。

有些拥抱原来什么都不是

有些梦

痛了醒了又痛了

有些事

明知道自己有错

也要任性下去

任性的开始

就固执到底的结束

一厢情愿

有些喜欢
是说说了就算

有些喜欢
与其一味的否定倒不如说喜欢的太肤浅

有些喜欢
只是寂寞时刻遇上错的人

有些喜欢
只是他身上有着他没有的浪漫气息


有些喜欢
真的纯粹玩弄而已


失去了我的保温瓶
失去了我的白色暖衣


冷的何止还是心


不讨厌不怨恨
只是从中学习。

dragonfly

不拒绝不哭闹

就是一个女人向你说再见的时候。

去了趟三天两夜的新加坡

更珍惜我们在一起的幸福时刻

谢谢我的家

更谢谢我的家人

感恩有你们

谢谢我那木纳的男朋友

我们快快快腻在一起了<3 div="">

花心秘书与总裁

花心秘书与总裁

一看就知道这篇关于小说的情景

像我们这种女人

长相平凡身材庞大的胖女人

没想过会遇到小说里那种霸道的男人

常常嚷嚷着要做那种超大辆的车

被一个帅哥载

虽然他称不上帅但是也还ok

完完全全和总裁一样霸道


第一次的晚餐
他很坚持的去KLCC附近的grandhotel
一听就知道是那种高级餐厅
结果很呦的穿了t-shirt黑牛仔
后面真的觉得自己干奇怪
那边的不是裙子就是西装先生
早知道妥协一点穿好一点点点


再多的坚持在他前面都是废的
我跟他说我怎么没有人权
他说有啊，九点会送你回家。。。
最后我真的九点就到了，也倒了。


看着菜单
一道菜就是平时吃好一点的午餐两人份
只是那边的一盘炒面
虽然是比较特别的面


感觉像是自己年轻是追求的浪漫


KL的360度景色
一起静静的看，真美。

××
这样当着面说喜欢我
会害羞死又要装steady

有些邂逅明知是个不认真的玩笑
还是认真了那一“秒”

再见吧

总裁。

19/11/2015 - 吉隆坡生活

倒数一个月又一个星期

我就必须离开这一个繁忙的城市

习惯真的很可怕

意外性的习惯

满满诱惑的城市

虽然口袋再满也一下就掏空

但是欲望需求随着供给而提升

往往会用几句话来带过一百种难过的心情

会不经意却按进去

会漠不关心但是眼睛在看

突然害怕毕业

我觉得我会大哭

拿走了我三年的记忆

空白的无能为力

大雨啊大雷啊大神

如果记忆面包真的存在

那抹除记忆的面包呢

隔了好几终于post上自拍

已经过了多少年

从iphone 4到现在6,感觉部落根本没什么很强大的照片

哈哈

爱你更爱自己。

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总是隔了一段很长的日子才来和部落格报道
距离了上一次又是太多太多事的发生
尽管同样的性格会历史重演
但我还是相信
最真的自己，是最值得被爱的自己
至于被谁爱了？当然是自己啊啊啊


但是从中会学习到更多
尽管我们从中失去什么
也会得到些什么


逼着自己去接受别人的排挤与恶言恶语
毕竟自己能做的也只剩下接受与面对


固执必然是可怕的
但是最可怕的是因为别人而活得不自己
我可以低头
前提是
我认为我做错了。


抓着我的缺点来反驳的人如果不能也一并的重视我的优点
我何必执迷不悟

虽然会为了感情大哭大泣
但是我一样的会站起来
继续努力 =)



*不知不觉实习三个月就快过去了
我是不是该好好定下心自己去走走探索了
不要错过这个时机 XD

嘿嘿

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越来越懒惰上来了
感觉每一次上来都是不愉快的时候。


不知不觉，实习就快过了两个月
再也没有一开始上来因为钱与生活压力紧张
我开始过得很悠闲也很大胆

工作也可以看youtube的说、大致上是听而已hahaaa


原本说好的十一人行变卦了
有人发脾气了
我也发脾气了

为何就是要这样任性
任性是因为在乎
谩骂是因为不甘。


偶尔想哭泣、也想撒野
现实里逃不过虚幻。


虚幻的现实比现实更残忍，
因为我们并没有随时随地都可以像别人一样残忍。

060815

9th day of my internship
Tuesday finally my company supervisor was came.
And he quite friendly


Like nothing much to learn here and boring

030815

3rd August, will think of Ser Wei birthday.

The memory between both of us will appear in this date.

Now, today is my 6th day of internship.

My supervisor only come on tomorrow

The people who interview me on April which is Mr Kenji  does not work here anymore. . .

Fear feeling and nervous.

Some one who experience for 20 years are going to guide me, may be?

Seem like someone strict and mad...

Hopefully he is nottttt

Most of the time, we are nothing to do at here. 

How come my keyboard so noisy so everybody can hear I am typing so loud T__T

-- ---

Amir, who is another intern had done his intern last week

He had guide me for one week

Honestly, Its great to work with someone like him

Yesterday, I had lunch and sing K with Xue Er and his coursemate, Janice and Jason

which cost me 60 totally

My whole month dinner is gone

My heart and wallet is bleeding so deeeeeeply

:'(

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Today, is my forth day to be here. ASIAN SECRET company.

It's tiring since i got no much thing to do, 

Am i a super hadworking girl?i guess so P

Without any task to do, my turn to show up some enter raiment.

weith

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8-13 / 07 / 2015 Taiwan Trip

心里太多的想法都无法述说...

还记得四月尾直到五月多，

满满的埋怨与厌倦

我决定去另外一个人的身边

后来六月头我和他见面了

24小时让我觉得我并没有太喜欢

就这样转身牵回了hong long 的手

其实这份冲动我不知道是好是坏

在全世界以为我们真的不可能的时候我又回去了

却始终抓着wk不放

自私的我

所以台湾之旅以后

我更加确信这男人果然爱我很深XD

ps: 今天很冲动的驾车下mlk看戏

一路以来都很想

今天还是去了

然后骗我老妈我去muar

最后还是生气==

打来骂完我就直接挂掉

one month

The day I started to break my promise
The day I started to left the man who love me for 7 years

The duration last for one month longer.


Now, I still wonder is there any possibility between you and me
I knew the answer but I am still choose to left you
my boy :'(

I am sorry




To meet someone who really suit me
I hope he is the one who suit me
I more hope he never appear in my lifes so
I wont make any consideration and run to u until the end of our lifes


Anything is ended since i make my final decision
Pained never stop but we need to face it strongly

sportCentre

sportCentre

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The day before my 23-year-old birthday =)

After class, back my hostel alone.
My pretty neighbor Raynille was sick then I didnt attend my 0830am class too =P

Suddenly thinking to update my blog but only realize how long a period that i never uploaded any photo here .

Perhaps it only become the part when I am sorrow and needed my only place. So sorry my blog.
I will updated some happiness thing here too  =>


Ooi asked me whether tmr night I am free or not, we will have a dinner on night together at 8pm.

Going to celebrate the 3rd time birthday at Kedah, UUM.
First time, w hanged up to alor setar mall for our very first time, fetched by may bf, Jayson .
We celebrate earlier and not really celebrating. Its feel like just an opportunity to explore our very first time in Kedah.

For the 2nd times, they wish to surprise me and used some funny idea. But i wonder why i dont want to go down..Why why why.. i never get the answer
Probably i scared i will be disappointed, they are not going to celebrate with me. At the end with chocolate moist cake and my big sin chan.

And i remember sister had back home to prepare celebrate with me. At the end i did not back, we have a very long video call. i saw my parents and sisters, I am feeling in loved, bless .

And Leeying had make a very sweet video call for me, never forget how thankful am i to own you this best friend. and your hand  make card is disapear but i will imagine it as smth special, this is the first time at UUM. for the 2nd times she gifted me a light,beautiful light with the special light effect. A wonderful gift, so warm.... I am afear in the dark and she brighten me all the time XD too geli liao

thanks ya

3times on tmr, but still never bring any hope. What u suppose that other could gv u? a very sweet meal with photo session. Yea, i guess it and very normal thing. The last year celebration i sincerely to do something different. Perhaps i will go around myself, treat myself a very happy meal or a movie hahaha


ok, its time to say goodbye, gotta back my room now <3 nbsp="" p="">will be uploaded a lot of pictures too <3 br="">

The End Of Chinese New Year

Good morning myself

My video lecturer Hisham request us to open an account in youtube,blog

Then...hahaha XD

The End of New Year

Passing this new year with the most important people in my lifes

MY FAMILY

It's too  great got sisters beside and we enjoy all the day we together

I met a lot relative and we had taken a big family photo

However, brother's are late then they were missed the big family photo session

But we still have the latest my family portray

A very precious memory for me

Beginning of last semester :'(

The most important thing that I came here

Wish my blogger happy new year

Even though I am not always be with you

But you are so valuable and precious for me <3 div="">

The end of semester 5 and beginning of last semester

I skipped the whole add drop week

The grateful thing is I managed to get first class

The FIRST first class  i ever take in my studies lifes XD

Do not compare do not really fight with others but YOURSELF 

feeling great for everything and blessed

There are some quarrel between my dear and I

Anyway, Im still loving u as much as before

or may be more than that

Hopefully you are the one with me until the endless

hoho,anyway, this guys gift me and iPhone6 past 2 months with 64GB

thanks my dear

And i know my parents satisfy with u as your parents do =)))

Two months ago, there is an flood incident in pahang, kuantan, and some kedah area , Im nt sure about kedah

At the end, no train services provided and ur dad sent me home and u and ur sisters

hmm, another good things between us 

I have to turn to the jungle on tomorrow

舍不得啊

so i decided to open my blog to stated the feeling right now 

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I had the greatest new year in 2015,a very good starting for me and everything

Passing this new year with my sisters is something amazing and sweet

all the Best for my family and friends and bf and everyone!! <3 div="">