i am going back to ns 2day TT

i am going back to national service today
what i am gonna feel?
sad and sad and sad

it is because all people enjoying their new year but i have to back there
some place do not have freedom
i cant sleep lately there
i cant wake lately there


in addition
too many thing i have to settle by myself
it is good for own actually
i had learnt alot of thing at there and thinking too


most important
i get alot of friends who come from different places
and my group{ALPHA] got alot mm,beautiful girl~hah



2day we had go to wong sir house~
he said that even i am changing after my training or i hide myswlf b4
keep saying my tail come out edy~haha
ya la
may b it's the truth



i am so tired
i didnt sleep for this afternoon
cousin had find me
she tought alot of thing to me


make me worry about people
why the human are so reality,so scary
what also they dare to do
never care about other feeling
may GOD bless cherrly can come out from her house and my cousin dun worry anymore


2pid thinking and action
i hate it
shit



2nite
i meet the guy again ><
but i really duno lor= =
haha~we having our fun and chatting alot
they will miss someone so noisy
that's me
who alway say please quite~haha



hope when i am back my pc wont broken anymore
miss my pc alot TT

18岁

长大了
所做的决定是否是成熟还是人性

随着年龄的成长
所顾忌的也越来越多
这个决定是·对的吗


该时候结束了吗
或许吧
大家都累了


没有达到共识
如何走下一步
最终我们还是败给了时间距离


好想抱着你如浪漫电影中的情节
并附上一句
时间如果可以保留在这一刻多好


现实的残酷总会让你知道该时候起来了
无论睡回多少次
我们还是得不断的起来面对现实



终于
我们选择了面对
不再睡



然而
我们的回忆
就酱吧^^



打了你·的·手机号码
隆，我爱你，晚安


那是我们的最后一次甜蜜吧^^

你～要幸福~
谢谢你为我带来的一切
谢谢你陪我度过的日子
谢谢你让我尝试了幸福的味道～



就像bueno巧克力般甜蜜
还记得我们在KL的时候吗

回的时候我买了bueno巧克力给你
好想放我们那时候的照片
但是电脑坏掉了
～呵呵



3个礼拜
我就回来了～而你
会回来吗




我们
都会做聪明的人吧^^

很开心^^

差一点~我就成功了~哎~~~

出来的时候~omg~好多人厚- -
十个人在我家外面等我~是有点不好意思的说~
大家都等我好久~


今天是初一勒~
以为一定在家度过整天的~
结果都有出到去~很高兴哦^^


虽然见面的时候一定被大家说我变黑了~wakaka
然而那也没关系啦^^

本小姐还是很高兴的哦~
然而不变的是我们之间的友谊~


刚才去南洋的时候~
我们太吵了~就换去青火闹一翻~
还被我MSN的不懂哪个东甲人看到~他在我隔壁而已勒~
哈哈哈~


我都不知道~



跟大家在一起的确很开心~
这时候就想到当兵的朋友们了
只剩三个礼拜~
我们就要回到自己的家乡~现在很想念她们哦^^




感谢大家陪我度过的每一天~
虽然那里的东西没那么好吃~
又会发生便便问题~
又要被晒黑黑~
又要被她们叫gemuk~但是还是很幸福的哦^^



本小节也要加油~减肥~~！gam bak tek~haha
当兵的一切将在我结束当兵后开一个专属话题~

大家新年快乐~

新年快乐

只想简单的跟我身边的朋友说声新年快乐

希望大家一年比一年更好~


在兵营里我学会了很多很多~
谢谢陪我度过每一天的朋友~
尤其是一个人~谢谢


擦着彼此的泪水~
勉强的挤出笑容~
拥抱着彼此的温度~
朋友，不要哭:)




i miss u all~take care
hope to see u all soon~