i miss him =[

4 days passing

no calling
no message
nothing....


izzit true 1 week he would back for me
i wonder no


then how...


wuwu.........

miss my dear so much n so much
how dare you just reply me 1 word,o

my hatest word...

nvm


i know my fault
i hurt you

But,izzit u have to treat me back by this way
wtf


my day filled v happiness for the whole day
nite...night..getting loneliness.


missing you n missing you...


Hate the situation n the feeling....


Whatever..
i hope u never left..please

im sry =[

带给你的伤害

我很抱歉

我学不乖

总是一次次的跟男人聊天、暧昧

但是亲爱的

我只想跟你在一起 ...........

就这样而已........

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我很吵

好不容易静了一下

却又吵回了100下

也不喜欢与朋友出去却又带着纳闷的气氛

是我太吵我懂

所以

我还是乖一点

不要老是约别人出门

带给别人的不快乐 =]

晚安

holiday =]

Starting my holiday

hv to filled up my holiday by homework and revision \(^o^)/~

As the pic shown

im getting fat

fat n fat

~~~~(>_<)~~~~

I really like to eat ><

without any control

eating would be my wonderful lifes =D

My money paid off

just because of the FOOD

haix..............

that day mz left a wall post for me

you are getting fat again =,=

yea,i admit =[

Dating dating

still wishing could hv a nice date =[

First time 1 sentence of my status get 30 likes~

it's much compare to normal status

''I want dating =[ ''

izzit so funny?LOL =,=

Whatever

i dated

with ly,yj them

v lily

v shi min =D

mimi back tonight =]

Sometime

i still hoping that she never left me =]

or i should try another choice in the past KLSPM

regret regret...

That's no chance to get anything back ><

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My leg recover at all

But i cant run....

without any reason

i want jogging !!!!

o(╯□╰)o

Take the picture with my pig cousin xD

i like the background =]

23th August

23 days left...
then my trial exam coming
the real one left about 90 days~~~

It's sad =[

im regret about my study again~~wuwu T,T
why last year didnt pay hard on it

Since last week
every monday to thurday is my pressure day
almosy everyday hv to do the work,memorise this n that >,<

Whatever,sometime i m copied xD

This time we get the holiday for 1 week
damn less
~~even gt 10 days....


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lazy type in chinese
i know my english poor ><
but i didnt on my destop since 2 days ago
the plug broken edy~~
can use another way to on it~but i dunwan xD


So,my online time will getting lesser n lesser ~hiak hiak

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Ning,thanks for coming back =]

Whatever,the night i give u message just bcz of im realise smtg
Then second day online only i saw ur fb message~~damn suprise ><

Whatever,i read ur blog just now~
hope ben cheer n u too =]

everything would passing
whether the good or bad =]
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first time
break v tat 2pid 1 week longer

The reason we cant break is:we together too long~~~
opsss~~
a sad reason
nt bcoz he luv me T,T



nvm~~i dun like him too =D

The night,we argue
he say me,that y i realise some important things

all bad about me~~so i dunwan type it out T,T

feel to dating
but no1 date v me~~
damn pity T,T


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Some important memory hv to job down in my blog =]

last saturday,20.8.2011

First time,
all family members hang out to malacca together
watch movie together
then eat the tasty food

we eat the exp cake too T,T
i think called vedege~~duno rite or nt
watever~~okok nia

i prefer secret recipe more if compared this two cake
However,i miss my Baskin Robin more ....T,T


The night
we go ji chang jie ~wow
supergroup have a show there~~
everyone enjoy the show ~~

brother bring sister n i to see those ppl whoooooo damn rich
so many BOOM inside their car~
gt 1 so kua zhang~~3 LCD inside the car =,=


the money gv me more gud argghh T,T


Going out,night =]

17.8.2011

下定的了决心...
却为了一封再普通不过的信息动摇



爱与不爱
跟适不适合
没有关系~


无谓的坚持
只会让彼此受到更大的伤害


大大的太阳
一个月亮


却也占据了课本那么多页..
却也那么多层

它明明就不是葱
却还一层一层的被研究开..
人类吃饱太的空了啦~\(T,T)/~啦啦啦



if i were a boy
Even just for a day
i's d roll outta bed in the morning
throw on what i wanted then go
drink beer with the guys

and chase after girls
i'd kick it with who i wanted

However,
i m just a girl =[


A girl who no dare to drink any beers

A girl who never be strong

A girl who never stop my tear ...

I miss the memory

the day you kiss me on the road

the day you hug me with your dream

the day you told me

You would be my only one in my lifes

the days passing

We lefting...

It's doesn't mean anything =]

The colour so bright

But i like the effect and my word yR =D

难过 =[

自私
总想霸着别人全部的时间以及关爱

没有属于我的专属天使、也没有属于我的恶魔
是否它们两真的藏在人心深处
总是在人类做决定的时候像戏剧中般努力影响着我们

是否
这样.?...


看着别人手里总是拿着电话信息
几年前
I did....

since he working,
getting lesser n lesser
until nothing now =[


一开始拥有得太多
最终就会失去
才平衡吗...


还是.


爱情本该注定这样..
男人.....真的只是个大男人...
粗心大意的
才是男人？


那我似乎就是个男人...


厌倦你对于我的无理取闹
不给任何理会

厌倦你让我一个人在电话筒里独自说话、没有回答..
说了几百次
还是一样

换来的伤口还要学会自己包扎
其实我早已学会

却总是在你面前继续扒开伤口一次又一次
总以为一定有一次
你会为我处理


讨厌等待的人却又总是在等待

等待被厌倦是因为等待的总是不出现...
却又舍不得离开......


...................................


总是因为内拔而跌个四脚朝天...
在别人眼前...


总是利用最快的速度站起来
挤出我傻傻的笑容

对大家说声：不用担心~习惯就好
今后你还会再继续看我跌喔^_^


其实
我没那么坚强

其实
我真的不想跌

其实
真的无所谓 =]

只要没大碍就好
玉皇大帝、观世音菩萨、大伯公要保佑总是跌倒的我~没有事好不好 =]

阿弥陀佛 =D


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吵吵吵
讲讲讲
笑笑笑

这样的我
似乎很令人讨厌...


被忽视
也只不过是一种回应

对吧 =]

懒惰鬼 =[

还是一样懒惰........

习惯了懒散的生活
突然间却好忙好忙...

功课是烦恼的

尤其是不会做
连做的似乎都是错的..

haix~~



难过难过
我还真难过 =[



昨晚符小莹来载我去吃7-11吃杯面
能陪我做的事
也都尽量配合我 =]



只不过这次是你驾车了
而不是坐摩托~

不变的还是9300
不变的还是kari 杯面
不变的还是你配合着
拿了我的眼睛戴上去

你说~这样就一样了 =]


咁傻的符小莹小妹~


咱们两的服装比当年更宅 xD


今天
早上起来
很犹豫

要不要去上课

臭的功课在我这里
最终

我没有去...


想到昨晚在学校太累不小心睡下去被老师叫去前面回答问题
还有piah的节
还有pp2交代的作文没有背


讨厌这种上课状况
让我很压力

连撑下去的动力都没....


发现自己很自私
LOL...

早上起来也不敢下楼..
看到爸爸妈妈失望的表情
更内疚啊...


妈妈看到我的时候才知道我没去><
妈妈：阿哥没去做工~你没去读书..你们两个...><


对不起.....

haix~~~却要背着内疚过了一整天

久违的翘课
以为老师也会放过我


结果呢...
话说明天要我去见她...


一定是要问我是不是要第二封surat amaran??
其实我很害怕...

真的..

明天会自己去见她的..

难过....难过...还是难过..

至于昨晚跟她发生的事
顺其自然吧

七夕 =]

梁婆婆 ♥

>
此刻再珍贵、再美好的

随着时间的流逝

也将成为最平淡的

似乎它就不曾存在过............

梁婆婆

久违の名称

却让我好称心 ❤

与家人晚饭后

一起到隔壁档子的歌剧舞台

辣妹

名字不是盖的

是辣的 ❤

大马的梁婆婆

挺搞笑的

表演了9种不同的歌曲、花式

他~~~pattern真的很多

多到我不在乎他的年龄陶醉于他~~hiak hiak~❤

还有cowboy,Mr Bean,箫吹得真的很好很好 =]

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舞台

看似轻松的、漂亮的

台上的每一位

也都是最棒的~~♥

毕竟我本身就是踏上舞台的勇气都没有的那种人~~呜呜~~~~(>_<)~~~

每一个熟能生巧的表演

也是他们的努力 =]

感谢在台上为大家表演的每一位 ^^

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100天

原来少得可怜....

开始与时间赛跑...

讨厌老师说着慢慢我听不懂的学理

讨厌同学们手拿着笔为每一个问号带来解答

没有人懂我的无助 =[

这社会只有现实

因为

再不现实的人被慢慢的现实围攻

它也只能成为现实

所以钓鱼大王的我

静静的看着别人的纸张

看一点，写一点....

我不会

我什么都不会

自食其果 T,T

100天

我想得到的是别人看着我而不是我再傻傻的对着白板发呆 =]

压力开始上升

就像飞机~一旦上了....压力是不可被停止的 =]

hiak hiak~~

就用专属我的大饼脸为今天的部落盖章 =]

晚安 ❤

ps:莉莹小女王

会幸福一辈子吧 ❤

整天月经月经湿湿的你们_pattern好比大姨妈多多又够够力 =D