semester 4

living here 2 week longer
wish somebody beside me then i'll feel better

World so big
im just a little and little thing
Home
is it everything right?

What i'm sure is my baby boy did know more thing,more naughty
I miss his cutie face
I miss his cutie sound, calling me 'gu gu'
and did so much funny thing


My parents is missing me as i miss them too
My sister arrange their rest time as usual to match my little mid sem break
Thanks god to let me live in such peace family n home

I thinking a lot
about my pass
about what i did to my home
about what i did to my parent and sister
Everything feeling so bad

im not a good girl
im not a good daughter
so i bring trouble and left bad memory for myself


i alway wish those kind of memory would be gone
i alway thinking they remember in their deep heart too?so they would very worry about my attitude?

But nothing to wash those kind of memory
TIME?
i hope so.......


I miss the time when i tot i gt good friend
I misser the time when people treat me as their good friend
but
i no one else from them
im not anybody best friend

im just myself
a little little human
with a big big thought