i am going back to ns 2day TT

i am going back to national service today
what i am gonna feel?
sad and sad and sad

it is because all people enjoying their new year but i have to back there
some place do not have freedom
i cant sleep lately there
i cant wake lately there


in addition
too many thing i have to settle by myself
it is good for own actually
i had learnt alot of thing at there and thinking too


most important
i get alot of friends who come from different places
and my group{ALPHA] got alot mm,beautiful girl~hah



2day we had go to wong sir house~
he said that even i am changing after my training or i hide myswlf b4
keep saying my tail come out edy~haha
ya la
may b it's the truth



i am so tired
i didnt sleep for this afternoon
cousin had find me
she tought alot of thing to me


make me worry about people
why the human are so reality,so scary
what also they dare to do
never care about other feeling
may GOD bless cherrly can come out from her house and my cousin dun worry anymore


2pid thinking and action
i hate it
shit



2nite
i meet the guy again ><
but i really duno lor= =
haha~we having our fun and chatting alot
they will miss someone so noisy
that's me
who alway say please quite~haha



hope when i am back my pc wont broken anymore
miss my pc alot TT